however, thorns does not argue over this fact. one of the (many) downsides to being here is the fact that his bad dreams have started to come back. so something like this is especially nice. ]
[ A sound of muffled laughter. Thank god emotionshares are over.
"I can only imagine this must be how it feels to be my Captain. Do you think you could make out my voice like this on the battlefield? In a room of twenty other people all having their own conversations?" ]
I guess we both need to stop being workaholics to enjoy this more often, then.
It does feel as though his head is clearer now, after both the conversation and much-needed rest. But it is also true that even with one issue resolved, there remains a host of others they have never addressed in all their years of knowing each other—so as they walk, he seemingly falls into a deep contemplation. He swings their hands idly. ]
… Have you had much of a chance to talk to Fia recently?
It's more than that. Miss Mostima's condition deteriorated after she died.
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So you can't just let anyone kill you, yeah? If you've decided to get out there more… don't be reckless about it. Or, do. I just thought it should be something you know.
[ ignore the optics of elysium being serious about it for a real hour back there despite knowing this
it's fine. this place has so many fucking conditions. ]
[ It's really funny that by killing Thorns he'd technically just be griefing himself more. But that's exactly why he would've been fine with it to begin with… totally sane behaviour. ]
If I had to guess, it probably has as much to do with self-preservation as it does with opening up.
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however, thorns does not argue over this fact. one of the (many) downsides to being here is the fact that his bad dreams have started to come back. so something like this is especially nice. ]
... Yeah. I do.
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"I can only imagine this must be how it feels to be my Captain. Do you think you could make out my voice like this on the battlefield? In a room of twenty other people all having their own conversations?" ]
I guess we both need to stop being workaholics to enjoy this more often, then.
[ no that's just elysium avoiding his problems ]
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"Yes."
as for what elysium actually says... it's just not realistic. ]
I work a normal amount.
[ sure. ]
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You tucked us back in. We need to fall back asleep.
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Enjoy your beauty sleep, then.
[ this is muffled ]
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Snoozes again. How long is Thorns going to allow this for. ]
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Limit testing and continues to play dead. ]
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oh... hm. he scratches his head. ]
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he scratches him a little more. ]
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but he will scratch as directed. ]
1/2
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Ready to go?
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[ he puts his hand in his, also sitting up properly. ]
Let's go get your stuff.
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It does feel as though his head is clearer now, after both the conversation and much-needed rest. But it is also true that even with one issue resolved, there remains a host of others they have never addressed in all their years of knowing each other—so as they walk, he seemingly falls into a deep contemplation. He swings their hands idly. ]
… Have you had much of a chance to talk to Fia recently?
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[ but he had a feeling he knows why elysium is asking. ]
Lumuen is gone, isn't she?
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… I completely forgot that happened just recently, too.
[ i don't know who else is reading this but i feel the need to apologise for elysium's constant crimes against lemuen. tears up. SORRY GIRL… ]
But no, that's not what I was thinking of. It's something else. She showed me her shard the other day and it was in pretty rough shape.
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that is... concerning. ]
She's been making no progress then?
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So you can't just let anyone kill you, yeah? If you've decided to get out there more… don't be reckless about it. Or, do. I just thought it should be something you know.
[ ignore the optics of elysium being serious about it for a real hour back there despite knowing this
it's fine. this place has so many fucking conditions. ]
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[ he says this while also being okay with elysium killing him. but that was in the past (extremely recent) so it doesn't matter. ]
That is good to know though. I wasn't aware our physical conditions could also have an effect like that.
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If I had to guess, it probably has as much to do with self-preservation as it does with opening up.
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