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HELLO
"What do you want?"
GOODBYE
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"What do you want?"
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"What do you want?"
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thorns licks another spot on elysium's neck before sucking on the skin there. he will leave his own mark. ]
Mm. You have been thinking of other people though.
[ he tries hard not to be jealous, but it is getting difficult to manage that. if elysium had needs then he should have gone to thorns... he is completely ignoring the entire period of time where they were being awkward around each other. ]
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If that's your definition of it, I guess I have.
[ His impatience spikes, and almost restlessly, he feels like he has to be the one with his mouth on Thorns. Instinct demands him to pull him up, but this is edging past shallow wants into something more genuine. He reins it in at the last second, biting the inside of his cheek to ground himself, fingers distracting themselves by continuing to clumsily bring down Thorns' zipper. ]
From my perspective, I've only ever thought of you. [ "The last thing I ever want to do is hurt you, Thorns." ] … But do you want to be? The only person I think of like that?
[ … ]
Give me your answer later.
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he doesn't want to hurt him either.
so for now, he will at least shrug off the top of the kigu once it's zipped down enough. he tries to start to remove elysium's as well, more eager than anything. ]
... We'll talk later, then. And we'll focus on this right now.
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[ There's another pause as he stays perfectly still beneath Thorns' touch. Every instinct in him screams to rush this and end the slow, aching drag of it. Instead, he forces himself to breathe in. Then out.
He lifts Thorns' hand, almost reverently, and presses his forehead to it, eyes closing shut. ]
… Even then, don't feel like you need to rush to give me an answer. I'll wait. You're the only person I want to wait for, Thorns.
[ And with that, he doesn't wait for anything else. He lets Thorns' hand fall as he finally takes what he's been holding himself back from all this time, mouth finding Thorns' again before he trails lower. ]
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timeskips no one gets to see the rest until i see sylus and raf making out.
but thorns sprawls over elysium, tangling his limb with his. his mind is both very busy and very not, because while there is a lot to think about over the past few hours of this day, a lot of it does still just can be summarized by something so very simple. ]
Elysium.
[ they......... should leave this room........... this is not what he is focused on internally but he realizes they should probably do that. ]
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So, even if they both think they should leave, reality does not always pan out that way… Elysium remains still. Assigns them both now skinsuit-less. ]
Thorns.
[ curls up against… ]
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but thorns reaches out to move elysium's bangs out of his face. hi. ]
Are you going to say I did well?
[ THIS IS A JOKE ]
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He catches Thorns' hand in his. ]
Yeah. You really showed me how much of a good boy you were.
[ it is no longer a joke ]
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the kigu is no longer turning him into even more of a bottom than he already is so he just turns his head to hide his face. he's going to kill you. ]
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Good doesn't feel like it cuts it, though…
[ this is his problem ]
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Yes it does.
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[ gently tries to nudge him to face him… ]
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he slowly turns his head to look at him. ]
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Just
kisses Thorns' nose. ]
Hehe.
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there's a pause before he leans away from him, but it's only to grab a blanket to yank it over the both of them completely. ]
Back to sleep.
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[ He nestles in close, pleased. His heart might burst from how full it feels. ]
Back to sleep.
[ agrees… ]